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14th february. Thursday. This day is just the worse. It's a fucking sold out shit day devoted to celebrate couples and people that have love. I have..... NONE OF IT, so what happens to me then. Well I have to fucking watch all the so called love people do stuff that you normally do on V-day. "Just continue with the day and be happy". If anyone thinks that will be easy with ma little sister and mom that reminds me that it's valentines day?.... I shouldn't really complain about it should I? There are probably people that aren't loved by ANYONE. I know. But since this is my journal I can write what ever I fucking want in it and I don't fucking care what you think! And what about the day. Giving chocoate to another person....

C'mon I mean just to show your love, and how long does that really last? 1 day or so(Minutes it would probably be for me). Why do I always hear about thoose that get roses and chocolate all the time and no one that does something other than that. It's simple. There alot of stuff you can actually do which is way more creative than just roses or chocolate. Writing a poem. Drawing a picture(We are at dA so alas I had to mentione them) Or write a song. How long does a drawing, Poem or song last? Untill it is lost or destroyed. I talked with a friend the other day and asked what he was gonna give his girlfriend. It was chocoate like most people (I don't really hear about other things :S) do. I asked him why he didn't write a song or wrote a poem. Do you think his answer was good? No, you see he though that his girlfriend wouldn't like the poem since he is bad at writing poems.

But so what? you may ask. There is alot of people that are bad at writing poens and thus give Chocolate instead.... This is where I would want a gun and just shoot my fucking head out..... Isn't Valentines day a day to show your love to someone? Isn't it better then to give her something that came from your heart, rather than your wallet? Well anyway V-day is materialistic and I can't change people but I suppose I can hate it.

But then again I've had enough with this day. So I should celebrate others love. But they should just give a fuck about me? THANKS ALOT, I just wanna go lay down somewhere and wither down in the ground.